Different people enter our lives everyday. Some we keep, some we take for granted and most we ignore. In this lifetime I have come to experience all. I’ve met those who since first grade are still with me, some who I’m still starting to build a relationship with and many who just passed by. But just recently did I recognize this one friend that I never thought would actually be the most influential person in my life. They might judge the amity we have; people may not get the picture but like what we always say “who cares”. As opposite as we are we connect. Our different perspectives in life make our bond more bizarre and at the same time remarkable.
Perfect as it seem we too had our moments because at one point we decided to let others interfere the relationship we had, to move on … separately. Honestly, I took the challenge lightly. Though it bothered me I didn’t let it affect me as much as I know it should. On contrary that’s not the case on his part. It took months, almost a year that we didn’t contact each other. We let days pass living the normal routine that we’re used to; only withdrawing the part where we’re part of each others agenda. It was hard to lose a friend, a best friend and a brother but knowing that it was the right thing to do made it easier for me.
I felt sorry for myself for the lost time. But I realize that regret will only make those hours useless. Instead i took what happened as a lesson, a message that this time I should be accountable for all of my choices, to not let others decide for me and my feelings.
But i still believe that even with the lost time and our wrong judgment the stars still conspired to bring it all back.
Everything has a purpose; maybe it’s now my turn to be the strong one. You’ll get through this; I will be here for you as much as you’ve been there for me … count on it. Cliché but heyi, thanks for everything.
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