pride killed me..

I do not wish to be saved from anything. What resides inside my head, my soul, was mine to carry and I survived. But to what cost were they saved? Now, pride will kill me.
 
My thoughts became my character, and now, finally, my destiny.
What I mock did not overtake me. I was true to myself, and not to what was dictated to me.
 
Therefore, I have no regrets. I felt too much, perhaps. It made me slightly numb.

dead this pain..

Dead dead dead this pain has been relieved from my head. no more pain no more tears nothing left to fear. Life as i know it is over and its time to move on but to where do i go? i do not know.. hopefully to better place now where life is not looked at with a frown.. People suck and in this life there was no luck.. no love from anyone, one i thought who cared .. none of them did.. off off away i go..